Hello world,
so I’ve got a blog
I’ve had it for a little while but I stopped being active so guess what…?
I’m backkkkkk!!
so, I’m just going to explain a bit about what I’m going to do on this site, apart from, most likely, bore you with my life.
recently a whole load of shit has gone on.
My grandma was diagnosed with an untreatable and very severe brain cancer in late January. She lived with me and my family for about 6 months but we just couldn’t look after her any longer because she could barely walk and get up anymore.
she now lives in a care home and has done for about two months. She has really changed since when she moved in there. She got to a much more serious state in her condition. The steroids she was taking started to weaken her and thin her skin, she had big bits of skin ripped because it was so delicate.
She now doesn’t ever leave her bed, she doesn’t talk and she is barely eating.
its really really hard. I don’t honestly think it’s kicked in that she isn’t going to be alive anymore. I mean she was the last person I ever thought would get sick. She’s only 69. She’s never smoked or drunk alcohol. She keeps active both physically and socially. And most of all she was the most kind person that I have ever met.
im not religious but I honestly believe that the only explanation for why she has had this horrible disease is that she was an angel on earth. She was and still is too good and kind. Maybe that fact that she’s an angel means that she gets to leave this shithole we call Earth.
 sorry this has taken a sad turn but that was why I created this. To get my feelings out. I will obviously have positive posts quite a lot too.
So yeah.
thanks for reading my droning on… if you are still reading!
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see yaaaa x